Dear God,
In the middle of your busy day, hopefully You still have time to hear me. This is a letter from me, and let me hold on your hand, put my head on your shoulders and listen to your words. Because you are still the leader of my life.
I know it's not easy to have your people like me, God. So many things I have asked for. Too little good things I did. Too many complaints I have made. And, sometime we forget to talk to you during the night time. But everytime I asked for something, You run to be always , while when I was down to the core, then I come to You. Please forgive me God.
1. Teach me to believe, You have your own perfect plans.
My road map seems to go here and there. Where are you going to bring me? You let me know so many things in this life. Throw me to a company where I meet lots of people and it seems my life is so absurd. It's not only once I have asked where You are going to bring me. Why do you let me study accounting instead of makeup artist thing? Why do you let me not be able to work in Singapore and come to Deloitte Indonesia? And why do you let me going through such hardship in Deloitte till I wanna quit and now entered Sinarmas Group. I never know what your plan is. It seems a burden for me to work in Sinarmas Group now. But God, please make me believe that You have your own perfect plan.
2. Teach me to surrender, You have your own stories for me.
I will not complain to anyone else from Line or Social Media. Trying to get attention from others after talking deeply about my problem. Because your shoulder is the place for me to come.
From this moment, I will summarize all my worries and surrender to You. You have your own right to shape me just the way you want. I will just shut my mouth and believe you already create a magical stories for me. Teach me to just surrender and believe in You.
3. Never leave me alone God, You are still the leader of my life.
I know that sometimes I am hard to be handled. I expect that life will always be easy and I can get everything I want. But that might not be the best answer you could give me. Thus, although sometimes I am very naughty to doubt your meanings, please never leave me alone. Because by the end of the day, I will come back to You.
This is my last prayers to God,
"The River of Life never stops flowing. It flows through me into lavish expression. Good comes to me through unexpected avenues and God works in a myriad of ways to bless me. I now open my mind to receive my good. Nothing is too good to be true. Nothing is too wonderful to have happen. With the Universe as my Source, Nothing amazes me. I am not burdened by thoughts of past or future. One is gone. The other is yet to come.
By the power of my belief, coupled with my purposeful fearless actions and my deep rapport with the Universe, my future is created and my abundance made manifest.
From this day forward I give freely and fearlessly into life and Life gives back to me with magnificent increase. Blessings come in expected and unexpected ways. The Universe provides for me in wondrous ways.
I AM indeed grateful. And I let it be so."
Cheers,
Lishea
