Awakening

April 18, 2016 seems to be a really bad day in my life and I thought at that time, I won't be attracted anymore to my opposite kind. I really thought at that time I may not be able to feel the same way again towards somebody else.

In the urge to find the right person, I end up giving up to those who will make it works. Somehow after sometimes, I realize that my life doesn't stop there and there are still many ways to enjoy the ride. I went out with so many friends, specially my group and some more working as a wedding organizer, yet there is no one who catch my attention. I said once to one of a good friend of mine, meeting that man was my luckiest thing that happened during that time and to have a chance to meet another person like him will be rare, rare enough for me to even willing to sacrifice my dreams for someone else. 

Yet, one day, I saw another person who catch my attention with the sweet smile of him and I never expect myself to be drawn into his deep eyes. At this moment, I cancelled all my words I have ever said, that actually I am still able to be attracted to someone else other than that man. Though I am still determined not to fall too deep, but I do not deny myself for being curious enough and wanting to get to know more. I may say that this guy is not the same type with the other one, yet I always do not have that kind of good fate with a guy like this. In whatever cases, thankfully because of him, I am able to free myself from someone else and be able to feel the attraction again, though we may never be together. 

Cheers.