Monday, June 25, 2018

Upcoming Drama: Familiar Wife - Ji Sung & Han Ji Min


tvN has a new drama “Familiar Wife” lining up! Really, this eyar tvN is one of my favorite TV Channel. How could there are so many good dramas from them?

“Familiar Wife” is a romance drama that shows how one decision can change everything. It brings an imaginative twist to the relatable concept of “what if” that everyone thinks about at some point in their lives.

Ji Sung plays bank employee Cha Joo Hyuk, and Han Ji Min is his wife Seo Woo Jin, who is a working mom.

The teaser poster features the two actors sweetly posed together against a dreamy background with sparkling lights. The phrase written in the middle reads, “The one ‘if’ of my life.”

The production team of the drama commented, “The chemistry of Ji Sung and Han Ji Min is showing perfect synergy beyond expectations. The characters are increasingly convincing due to their strongly detailed and relatable acting, and their chemistry fulfills both ‘sympathy’ and ‘fantasy.’ Please anticipate the two actors’ perfect romance chemistry that couldn’t get any better.”

“Familiar Wife” also stars Jang Seung Jo, Kang Han Na, Son Jong Hak, Park Won Sang, Park Hee Bon, VIXX’s N, Kim Soo Jin, and more.

The drama is set to premiere on tvN as the follow-up to “What’s Wrong with Secretary Kim” in August.

So excited with the plot. We always have one question, "What if?" which hopefully by watching this drama, we could also feel and explore the what if feeling. I guess, we have to believe the choice we make, is the best decision. Never regret anything, isnt it?

I am not sure what the drama's gonna telling us, but that's only my prediction. Because the what if question, would not guarantee if you chose the other option, your life would be entirely changed. Change can be good and also bad. That's your choice.

Friday, June 22, 2018

When Time is Rough, Remember This

Some days are just great. Things go as planned or even better and you bounce from meetings to tasks to your private life and you feel wonderful on the inside.

Then there are other days.

Days when you do not feel much motivated at all. When your best laid plans go out the window before the day has barely begun.

When something important unexpectedly goes wrong and you get that sinking feeling in your stomach. Or when you feel sorry for yourself and honestly just want to go back to bed and to sleep again.


Maybe the simplest and certainly one of the most effective ways to turn such a day, week or month around into something more positive and better is in my experience to turn your focus to gratitude.

Because even if things look tough today or for the next 3 or 6 months I can always find something or several things to feel very grateful for about my life.

So I’d like to share a small list of 10 simple, fundamental things that I feel grateful for. I usually only reflect on one or a few of these things when I need to but I thought a list like this one could be helpful both for you and for me.

Maybe not every item on this list works in your life, then take what works from here and create and add to put together your own list.

1. A roof over my head and a warm home.

I live in Sweden, a country where the winters are cold and snowy and the fall and often spring can be quite rainy.

So I often return to this one.

Few things feel better than to reflect upon having warm home and a roof over my head when it is cold and windy outside and I can hear the rain beating hard on my window.

2. Plenty of drinkable water.

I love water and drink plenty of it every day. It is certainly something I take for granted from time to time. But it is not a given.

780 million people lack access to safe drinking water according to water.org.

3. I don’t have to go hungry.

Plus, most of things I cook and/or eat are quite tasty and healthy. And sometimes they are simply wonderful.

So I have much to be grateful for when it comes to food.

4. I can enjoy the small and free pleasures of life.

A sunrise.

A relaxing walk in the woods.

A cool swim in the ocean.

A crisp Autumn day when the trees are filled with leaves of vibrant and spectacular colors.

The sun warming my face after many days of the sky being filled with dreary, gray clouds.

5. Access to the internet.

When I was really young back in the 80’s and 90’s and you wanted to learn about something then you had to ask someone who may have had spotty knowledge. Or you had to visit the local library and maybe there was a book or magazine about it.

Things are so different now and even though it is just a part of everyday life it still amazing.

I can learn about pretty much anything online. I can add new skills and habits to make my life happier and more awesome with the help of what other people share online. And I can share what I’ve learned via this blog I once started on whim many years ago.

Plus, there is the opportunity to connect with and get to know people from all around the world.

6. My friends and family.

For the love, support, kindness and all the fun that they offer and I get to offer them.

7. My health.

I do not have the indestructible body of Superman. But if I treat it well and get plenty of sleep, work out and eat healthy then it works really wonderfully well almost all the time.

Sure, I get sick sometimes.

But overall I have very, very much to be thankful for that I often take for granted about my body and how it helps me to do everything – see, listen, walk, write, hug, kiss, think and experience my world – every day.


8. I am alive.

If I had been born in another time or in another place then there is a big chance that I would not have been here to experience my life now.

But I am here now. I have this moment and day and hopefully many days still to experience and live my life.

It is an amazing thing.

What do you feel grateful for even when you might be going through a tough day or time?

How to be Grateful

Today I got my visa granted and was really grateful that it was approved. But sometimes we forget how to be grateful for small things due to unbelievable expectations. So, I would like to remind all of us to set our expectations just right and always be grateful for every small things. Being grateful will change your view towards life on entirely different level. Here's how to be grateful on a daily basis:

1. GIVE THANKS EVERY MORNING

One of the very first things I do during my morning ritual is to give thanks, maybe it's a bit troublesome for a morning rituals, but do it while you are brushing your teeth or taking a bath. I am sure it is a bit weird when you only do it once or twice, but it'll become a habit after several days of practice.

2. GRATITUDE JOURNAL

After your mindfulness session, write down your positive thoughts! Keeping a journal of all of the things you are thankful for can help you keep track of and refer back to the positives in your life.

Write down your positive thoughts to further focus your attention on the subject. While you are putting the pen to paper, you have no choice but to consciously think about the words you are writing without other distracting, ungrateful thoughts.

You can journal every day after your gratitude practice, or you can come back to the journal on a regular schedule weekly or monthly.

3. STOP COMPLAINING & COMPARING

By complaining you are simply inviting negativity and pessimism back into your heart and mind. Even if something terrible will happen, avoid complaining despite the fact that it’s the normal thing to do. Every time one decides to complain, that person reinforces a negative state of mind without having a solution to the problem. The next time you find yourself frustrated, just take a few deep breaths and focus on positive things.

Besides, do not compare yourself with anyone else. The biggest challenge is to compete with your old self. Remember that!

Hyun Bin in Memories of the Alhambra

Hyun Bin’s upcoming drama “Memories of the Alhambra” has offered viewers their very first look at the actor in his new starring role!

“Memories of the Alhambra” is a new tvN drama that will tell the story of Yoo Jin Woo, a brilliant investment firm CEO who travels to Spain on business and ends up staying at an old hostel in Granada (played by Hyun Bin). Park Shin Hye will star opposite Hyun Bin as Jung Hee Joo, the owner of the hostel, while EXO’s Chanyeol will play the role of her younger brother.


On June 22, the drama released new photos that show Hyun Bin sporting casual attire befitting of a tourist as he wanders through Spain. His friendly smile in the first photo hints at his character’s humorous side, while the second photo captures his adventurous spirit.
“Memories of the Alhambra” has been confirmed to premiere sometime in November of this year.

I strongly believe the second half of this year is gonna be great, tvN has several drama in projects which ofcourse I have been waiting for so far!

Btw, if you happen to look for a good drama, I recommend "Are You Human, Too?" and "What's Wrong With Secretary Kim?" both has such a fun storyline

Wednesday, June 20, 2018

Are You Human, Too? Episode 1 and 2

KBS’s new drama about an android who longs to be human makes a strong start, with solid characters and a compelling premise that quickly distinguishes itself from other recent android dramas. Are You Human Too looks sleek, feels purposeful, and the actors’ performances are strong and assured. The show manages to ask some weighty questions without taking itself too seriously, doling out cute, funny moments to give itself balance. It’s early yet, but I have a good feeling about this one.



EPISODE 1: “Human beings can be manufactured”
The camera slowly pans across a child-sized android body. Its fingers twitch as power flows through it, and when we get to its face, its eyes glow a robotic red.

A woman places a lifelike replica of a human boy’s face onto the android, which is now dressed and covered in synthetic skin. It opens its eyes and introduces itself: “Hello. I am an AI robot, Nam Shin-I.” Tears fill the woman’s eyes as she gasps, “Shin-ah. I’ve missed you so much. But…” Nam Shin-I steps forward and puts his arms around her neck, and she hugs him as she lets her tears fall.

One year earlier.
The same woman, Oh Ro Ra (played by Kim Sung Ryung), stands on a stage in front of a projection calling her “The Korean Einstein of Artificial Intelligence.” She gives a speech explaining her goal to create an android that can’t be distinguished from a real human being, displaying a picture of a boy on the protector behind her.

A tiny voice rings out from the front row… “No!” The boy whose picture is on the screen stands to protest that he’s a person, not a robot. Ro raa affectionately introduces him as her son, joking that she sometimes wishes he were an obedient robot.

Shin says cheekily that he’s a person who doesn’t obey commands, and she fondly threatens to make a robot that looks like him someday, but he just retorts that he likes Daddy more anyway. After her speech, he asks if she’s mad, but she says she’s not because Daddy likes her the most.

Ro Ra’s phone rings with a call from her husband, but it suddenly stops, and they look up to see a man standing nearby. Ro Ra’s smile drops and she hugs Shin protectively. They’re surrounded by several more men, who wrestled Shin from her grasp and throw him, screaming, into a car.
As he’s driven away, the first man, Seo Jong Gil (played by Yoo Oh Sung), explains that the chairman requested Shin. Ro Raa asks why, when he’d said he’d never accept them as family. She says that’s why they don’t live in Korea, and that they’re only in the country for this lecture.

She belatedly realizes that Jong-gil is holding her husband’s phone. When she asks why, Jong Gil tells her thats her husband committed suicide, and was cremated last night. In shock, Ro-ra gasps that he was just visiting his father for a few days, then realizes that her son is currently being taken to that very same man.

Jong Gil says dispassionately that the chairman has decided to raise his grandson, and that Ro-ra’s new bank account balance will be comforting to her. He leaves her crumpled on the pavement, clutching her husband’s death certificate.
Later she finds her husband’s ashes at the columbarium and cries that he must be lonely. She sobs that Shin must be lonely, too, and she vows to get him back no matter what it takes.

The following day, Ro Ra drives her car right through the closed gates to the chairman’s home, a sprawling mansion overlooking the ocean. She’s met outside by Jong Gil and throws the payoff money at his feet. She screams for her son, and Jong Gil motions for his thugs to let her through.
Shin comes out, but instead of being happy to see his mother, he says he likes it here and wants to stay with his grandfather. He says he hasn’t been threatened, but when Ro-ra tries to take him with her, he yanks away and yells, “I don’t want to die like Daddy! He died because of you. I know everything. Daddy had a hard time because of you.” He tells her not to come back, or he’ll die, too.

While Jong Gil’s thugs hold Ro Ra back from following him, Shin goes back to the house and joins his grandfather, Chairman Nam (played by Park Young Kyu). Shin says meekly that he said what he was told to say, asking for confirmation that his grandfather won’t do anything to his mother. Chairman Nam growls, “That’s right.”

Ro Ra fights to get to her son, until Jong Gil warns, “Shin will get hurt, too. Does the chairman ever not get his way? That happened to Jung Woo while fighting him. It’s more important that he’s alive, than being by your side.” Understanding dawns, and Ro Ra forces herself to leave and fly home alone, without her husband or son.

It storms that night, and little Shin sits in his room, crying for his mommy.
A year later, in her laboratory in the Czech Republic, Ro Ra finishes her incredibly lifelike android replica of Shin. She cries when Nam Shin-I calls her “mommy,” and he recites, “Rule #1: Hug the person if the person cries.” He steps forward and hugs Ro Ra, exactly as he’s been programmed to do.
On his first foray outside, Nam Shin-I is flummoxed by the stairs, unable to navigate them by his limited body. Ro Ra finds him crumpled at the bottom of the staircase, and she has to perform some repairs to get him working again.

Six years later, 2004. Seoul, Korea.

A fourteen-year-old Shin sits on a fence, watching his grandfather’s horses running in the pasture. In Czech, Ro Ra looks through current photos of her son, deeply affected by how much he’s grown. Using the photos, she upgrades the android’s body, making it taller and more filled-out, and crafts it a new face to match its real-life counterpart.
She slides a watch onto the android’s wrist, which activates him. He opens his eyes and introduces himself: “I am AI robot Nam Shin-II. Oh, Mom. Why did you get so short?” Aw, he’s adorable. Ro-ra explains that he’s taller and stronger now.
She takes him to the staircase and says that he’s capable of walking down them now. After a tentative first step, Nam Shin-II hops down the stairs easily. He turns back to see her beaming at him, and he asks, “How do you smile? I want to smile like you.”

Eleven years later, 2015.
Eventually Ro Ra invents something called “bio-ink” and submerses an updated android body in it. Synthetic muscle fibers grow over the metal core, and when the android sits up, it marvels at its nearly human movement. With his new face, Nam Shin III (played by Seo Kang Joon) can move and smile just like a real human being.
But at times, seeing Nam Shin-III makes Ro Ra cry, thinking of her real son who she hasn’t seen since he was eight years old. 
When he registers her tears, Nam Shin-III hugs her according to his program, and although she seems a bit comforted, it’s clear in Ro Ra’s eyes that she’s painfully aware that he’s not the real thing.

Three years later, 2018. Seoul, Korea.

Nam Shin (played by Seo Kang Joon), now twenty-eight years old, reads an article about his mother on the way to the airport. A team of bodyguards is ready to greet him when he arrives, armed with payoff money in case they have to break the cameras of any paparazzi. Shin gets out of the car, stopping to scoff at a video billboard touting his grandfather’s company, PK Group (an automobile manufacturer), before heading inside.

One eager young bodyguard, Kang So Bong (played by Gong Seung Yeon) spots a woman with a camera and runs to stop her. She hops in the woman’s car and grabs her camera, then looks up to see that Shin and his entourage have gone inside. She grins at the reporter, who turns out to be a friend. 

They split the payoff money, and So Bong’s friend, Reporter Jo, marvels that Shin’s own guard is the one selling photos of him to the press. So Bong touches a heart-shape locket she’s wearing and grumbles that she can’t get caught using the hidden camera. Reporter Jo puts a watch on her wrist and tells her that Shin is dating a singer, offering to pay double for pictures of the chaebol with his new flame.

So Bong reports to the head bodyguard that she broke the reporter’s camera and paid her off, and he sends her to stand guard outside the VIP lounge with the other bodyguards. Inside, Shin is joined by a girl that the other female bodyguard recognizes as a famous idol singer, and So-bong uses her fake watch to take several pictures of the couple snuggling and kissing.

Once she’s gotten the photos, So Bong excuses herself to the restroom, twirling the camera-watch triumphantly. But a hand grabs her wrist and takes the watch — it’s Shin, who grins as she lies that she took it from the reporter earlier. Suddenly he slams it to the floor, smashing it to bits.

He growls that the photos that have been posted online recently must be hers. He calls So Bong a liar when she says he’s being unfair, and says that he had to kiss a girl he doesn’t like just to catch her. So Bong continues to protest her innocence, but Shin yells, “How dare you lie to me!!” and slaps her hard enough to leave her sprawled on the floor.

Travelers crowd around, taking pictures with their phones, and Shin yells that they probably want to make money. He even feints at a few onlookers as if he’s going to hit them, too, until his bodyguards finally break in and lead him away.
Still on the floor, So Bong reaches for the broken pieces of her camera watch. But another bodyguard, whose name is Ji Young Hoon (played by Lee Joon Hyuk) crouches close and says they’ll discuss this later. The head bodyguard tells Young Hoon that Shin is boarding his one-way flight to L.A., so he trots off to join him.

He doesn’t see Shin in the airplane, but Shin calls and taunts him. He gives Young Hoon a hint that he sees white clouds, and Young Hoon figures out that Shin boarded a different flight. Shin asks if social media knows yet that he’s a jerk who beats women, when Young Hoon asks about the presentation he was heading to.

But Shin says that he can’t give the presentation or their new product, the driverless car, will go down the drain. He says he’s disappearing for the good of the business, and he expects his grandfather and Jong Gil (whom he calls “the venomous Mr. Seo”) to be happy.
Meanwhile, So Bong gets a vicious verbal beatdown from the head bodyguard for taking pictures to sell while on duty. Young Hoon returns to the group and calmly tells him to process So Bong’s resignation, and to notify the association so she can’t be a bodyguard again. He tells her that he hopes they never cross paths again, though there’s no anger in his tone.
So Bong takes the camera watch pieces to Reporter Jo, who asks what she’ll do now. So Bong chirps that she’ll be fine, she can always guard some rich family’s dog, hiding her pained expression until Reporter Jo can’t see her anymore.

After So Bong is gone, Reporter Jo gets a call from Shin, and she tells him that So Bong didn’t catch on. She asks Shin why he hit So-bong when they planned this in advance, and tells him that So Bong was fired, but he hangs up on her.
On his plane, Shin sits calmly, seemingly unaware that he’s being watched by a man with a snake tattoo on his neck, sitting a few rows away.


EPISODE 2 RECAP
Jong Gil gets a report that Shin boarded a plane to the Czech Republic, as well as one of their men. Jong Gil doesn’t know why Shin wants to go to the Czech Republic, but he tells his toady not to lose him. They stand on a stage (probably at the presentation Shin was supposed to attend) and Toady croons to Jong-gil that soon he’ll stand in Chairman Nam’s place.

Videos of Shin hitting So Bong make it on the news, and Jong Gil apologizes profusely to Chairman Nam for being unaware that Shin was leaving the country. Young Hoon assures the chairman that Shin will be home once he clears his head.

Jong Gil thinks that Shin felt pressured about the presentation that Chairman Nam usually gives, and he kneels and takes the blame for not understanding Shin’s feelings. His daughter, Ye Na (played by Park Hwan Hee) snaps at him to drop the act, only for Shin’s aunt to bark that she’s brave, considering that she doesn’t even know where her fiance is.

Ye Naa just says breezily that Shin will come back, and offers to reschedule the presentation. After Chairman Nam dismisses them all, Jong-gil reminds Ye Na petulantly that he’s her father, but she admonishes him for getting ambitious just because his “insurance policy” isn’t present.

So Bong heads to her father’s gym, where she freaks out when she sees that someone threw something through the television. The guys tell her that “the boss” did it when he saw her get hit on the news, then ran over to PK Group. So Bong freaks out again and goes there herself, where her father is currently fighting with the bodyguards.

They tell him that Shin left the country, so he demands to see the chairman. He says that he taught his daughter not to abuse her strength or throw punches, and that she’s honest even after losing her mother at a young age, and he wants to know what the chairman taught his grandson.
So Bong arrives and tries to drag her dad away, but he’s bent on getting an apology from the chairman. The head bodyguard says that they’re the ones owed an apology, so So Bong quickly apologizes. Her father continues to object, until the head bodyguard tells him why So Bong got hit and fired.
Dad turns disappointed puppy-dog eyes on So Bong, but she just hangs her head as the head bodyguard scoffs at the idea of her being honest. Dad raps So Bong’s head with his knuckles and stalks away, disgusted. She looks up to see the video of Shin hitting her on a news screen and gives a shriek of frustration.

As Chairman Nam watches the news broadcast calling So Bong’s assault an abuse of power by the privileged, he thinks of the last time he saw Shin. Shin had sneered, “Just wait, something fun will happen soon,” before walking away.
On their way to a company meeting, Shin’s aunt coos at Chairman Nam placatingly, trying to cheer him up after Shin’s disappearance. He asks for Jung Woo, and she wonders why he’s asking for his dead son. Chairman Nam reacts badly, yelling that all he did was disown Jung Woo, angry at her for “acting” like her brother is dead.

Young Hoon steps in and tells Shin’s aunt to take Chairman Nam to the doctor, doing his best to make sure nobody heard the chairman’s outburst. Unfortunately, Jong Gil witnessed the struggle, but Young Hoon fibs that he’s just upset by Shin’s “accident” and asks Jong-gil to handle the meeting.

He goes down to help Shin’s aunt wrestle Chairman Nam into the car as he fights and screams for Jung Woo. Jong Gil watches, frowning, as they drive away, and Toady finds him to say that Shin and their man landed in the Czech Republic.
At Ro Ra’s home, Nam Shin-III uses his technological abilities to remotely turn on the kitchen lights and some music, then makes breakfast. He closely monitors her calorie and caffeine intake as she eats, and she warns him to be careful on their outing today so that nobody catches on.
Their ride is DAVID, who designed most of Nam Shin-III’s android body, but Nam Shin-III objects when David playfully calls him “son.” He’s very protective of Ro Ra, refusing to tolerate David’s jokes that he and Ro Ra are his parents. He even insists Ro Ra sit in the back seat instead of next to David, but he’s practically bouncing with excitement at the prospect of going out in public.

Shin has trouble finding his mother, but he hires someone to help locate her. The spy with the snake tattoo tells Toady that Shin is still at his hotel, and Toady instructs him to find an opportunity to make sure Shin never returns home. Snake asks how permanent it should be, and Toady looks to Jong-gil, who muses that his glass of wine looks like blood today.
At the marketplace, Nam Shin-III is excited when nobody seems to notice that he’s not human. He gets impatient at a crosswalk and hacks the signal, and Ro Ra accuses David of giving Nam Shin-III the IP address for traffic control. They continue on, unaware that Shin (and Snake) is less than a block away.

At a cheese stand, Nam Shin-III accuses the vendor of giving them exactly fifty grams less than what they paid for. The vendor is offended until David suggests they weigh the block of cheese and the vendor scrambles to give them the correct amount. Ro Ra tells Nam Shin-III to be careful, but David praises him for catching the slight.

He pulls Nam Shin-III aside and asks him for a favor — to shop by himself for an hour so David can have an impromptu date with Ro Ra. He gives Nam Shin-III some money and pulls Ro Ra away, and Nam Shin-III spends some time marveling at the sights and watching the people walking past.

As Nam Shin-III is smelling some flowers at a stand, Shin stops within a few feet of him, but they don’t see each other. Snake follows close behind Shin as he continues on, but Shin is aware of him now. He buys a white hoodie and hat and quickly puts them on while Snake isn’t looking. He hides in a crowd of people watching some dancers, and Snake momentarily loses sight of him.
Close by, Nam Shin-III also watches the dancers, after having purchased and put on the same hoodie and hat Shin is wearing. Someone bumps into Snake, and when he looks back up, Shin has slipped away. But he doesn’t know it, because Nam Shin-III is standing there, looking identical to Snake’s prey.
Snake follows Nam Shin-III when he leaves the crowd, but he gets left behind when Nam Shin-III crosses a busy street right before the light turns again. Meanwhile Shin gets a call that his man found his mother, but he tells his man that he has a tail and instructs him to go to his hotel room and dispose of everything.

A few minutes before he’s to rejoin Ro Ra and David, Nam Shin-III stops to buy some flowers, as David instructed. The pretty flower shop girl finds him handsome and offers him a rose, but he says, “No, I must purchase exactly one bouquet.” She tries to give him her number at the store, but he just says that he doesn’t need paper and pays her for his flowers. Hee, cute.
As he leaves the flower shop, Nam Shin-III spots something across the street that stops him in his tracks — Shin. He turns, and when Shin sees him as well, they stand staring at each other. After a long moment, they start walking slowly towards each other, eyes locked. But as Shin steps down onto the road, a truck hits him, and Nam Shin-III drops his flowers in shock.

COMMENTS
Well, I’m glad I knew that was coming, because that final scene was intense with Shin and Nam Shin-III seeing each other for the first time. Thank goodness I had been warned and knew to brace myself for the Truck of Doom. Normally I find the Truck of Doom a cop-out, but I’m willing to let it go this time, since Shin’s accident is part of the setup and not an eleventh-hour storytelling shortcut (though, sometimes I wish drama writers would find a new, creative way to put a character into a coma). Until that moment, I found Are You Human Too to be refreshingly trope-lite, so I’ll allow it so long as we can avoid such predictable plot points in the future. I really like the story so far, with the bereft mother, her long-lost son, and the android she creates to ease her loneliness. I can’t wait to see how the plot develops, and particularly how Nam Shin-III integrates into Shin’s life.

I haven’t read much about this drama other than the basic premise, but I found myself hooked into the story within the first ten minutes. It’s really not surprising, given that the show is from the writer of one of my favorite sageuks, The Princess’s Man, and the second director of several great shows including Gaksital. I expect that Are You Human Too will offer some interesting insight on subjects such as what it means to be human, and what love is (and having just completed a fantastic video game tackling these exact questions, I’m really looking forward to some fresh angles on the subjects). I like the fact that it’s fully pre-produced, which means there was time to make everything just as the writer and the director wanted without the pressure of a live shoot, especially when it comes to getting the very best performances out of actors and allowing them to stay healthy and rested.

Speaking of performances, I’ll admit that as pretty as I think Seo Kang Joon is (because goodness, he is lovely), my opinion on him as an actor has been mixed — he’s not terrible, but his performance quality is unpredictable. So I’m pleasantly surprised by his portrayal of Nam Shin-III, particularly the way he seems so human yet his eyes still carry an innocent blankness that gives away the fact that he’s a machine. Playing one role isn’t easy, but having to create two distinct, unique characters in one drama is more than twice as difficult, and so far I have no problem knowing whether it’s Shin or Nam Shin-III on my screen at any given time (and not just because of the hair!). Seo Kang-joon is doing a great job embodying two very distinct, separate people — his Shin comes across and jaded and slightly angry, while Nam Shin-III has an endearingly innocent and earnest quality to him that I’m already falling for.

I already find myself invested in the other characters as well, as they seem interestingly faceted and not just tropes. Jong-gil in particular is a conundrum — he wants to gain control of PK Group through his daughter’s marriage to Shin, but he’s also shown moments of kindness, such as when he warned Ro-ra to leave lest Shin be hurt, and he seemed downright meek and almost sweet in front of his daughter. But then he turns around and orders Shin’s murder, and I don’t know what to think. The chairman is also delightfully unpredictable as senility creeps up on him, at times sharp as a tack and at other times regressing by decades. I love nuanced villains, and villains like these are certainly fascinating, because you never know what they’ll do. Even our heroine, So-bong, is no typical drama girl, using her job to exploit her employer and make some money on the side.

My only complaint is that there wasn’t much explanation of what Nam Shin-III is capable of, either physically or emotionally. He certainly seems to feel basic emotions, appearing to display feelings like excitement, jealousy, surprise, and concern. I want to know more about how he operates, like whether he’s really experiencing human-like feelings or if he’s just programmed to react a certain way in certain situations. But that’s really a minor complaint, as this is only the beginning, and we have lots of time to learn more about our sweet cinnamon roll hero and what (literally) makes him tick.

Friday, June 15, 2018

Giving up Needs Courage

Once again, I've decided to just let it go, the same person, almost a year ago.

It was during this time, that I know this person, H, and how time flies so fast. Maybe some of you have noticed, a series of my heart to heart confession in this blog, on how I move on from my past heartbreak from P. It took me almost 1,5 years to move on from him, from end of December 2015 up to June 2017. If I didn't know H, I guess I would still be in that dark hole. I was blaming myself from the past failures and mistakes. I was insecure to the point I was blaming myself for the situation that may not actually be under my control. 

Thanks to H, that I am able to let go all the embarrassment and understand that there are some situation that cannot be mend and the only thing you could do is to let it go and no point in blaming myself. You are complete the way you are. It may not be about me, but about him. 

This time, I know I'm really head over heels for H, though he is someone I've never had the chance to meet in person. Maybe it was my imagination and my expectation on how he is in person. But, I would say, I feel connected to him based on common ideas, common outlook towards life, common value systems, and similar views on important issues. I feel there is no need for me to explain more about things that bothered me, and he would just understand what I'm feeling and being able to comfort me with just few words. Seriously, he is someone I look up to, for being able to be independent and goal-driven type of person.

Maybe that's true, there is no point of continuing into a relationship if you are in different cities either for short term or long term. If there is no plan on moving in the future, it won't work no matter how much and how strong you feel the attraction and connection. 

Starting off a long distance relationship is hard, but I guess saying it hard is a bit unfair. It's about choice - whether you would want to go based on your feeling or based on your logic. I've been telling him about moving there, but I guess his logic wins him over - which of course I concluded that there will be no -me- in his "planned picture". I know he's been saying that I should come there for a visit as there is a huge probability that I would love living there, but hey, what I need is your effort, your sincere attitude towards me, whether there's any feeling more than just friend. 

But that's okay, I can understand from his point of view, relationship requires much work and if I were to be with him, it would cost us much money and time as well. And of course I know his priority right now might not be about relationship. Sure he wants to get married one day, but not because of the sake of getting married, he wants to get married out of love with the right person at the right time. Maybe I am not the right person for him and maybe we meet not in the right time. And so, I've decided to let him go once again. It's hard for me to continue on pursuing this person if he has no intention on going further.

To be honest, I have such a big hope that God would let me be with him - if destiny really allows us to be together. But there is no guarantee it would work. As of now, I guess, it'll be hard for me to stop liking him or even stop thinking about him. I would just day by day trying not to think about him, to let him go and slowly but surely forget about him, and let God do the rest while also living my life.

In the end, giving up needs courage. You gotta be strong enough to let go and really live your life.
In this chance, I would like to say thanks to H, for appearing in my life and teaching me how to enjoy and live my life to the fullest. Everytime I talk to you, you always remind me to really look at myself, on how much actually I love myself and how much I really need to improve as a person. 

Monday, June 11, 2018

Mr Sunshine Upcoming Korean Drama

Upcoming tvN drama “Mr. Sunshine” has revealed new posters of its main characters.

“Mr. Sunshine” is a historical drama that will tell the story of a Korean man who boarded a warship to the United States in 1871 during the Korean Expedition and then returns after he gets stationed in Korea as an American soldier.

“Mr. Sunshine” boasts a stellar cast and crew. Many popular actors will appear in this drama that was written by Kim Eun Sook and directed by Lee Eung Bok, who previously worked together on hit dramas  “Descendants of the Sun” and “Goblin.”

The posters of Lee Byung Hun, Kim Tae Ri, Yoo Yeon Seok, Kim Min Jung, and Byun Yo Han give viewers a glimpse at their characters who may not have been recorded in history books, but were heroes who rose in the cause for justice and fought for the independence of Korea.

Lee Byung Hun will appear as Eugene Choi, who was born as a slave in Korea and then grew up in the United States. In the poster, he looks charismatic as he points his gun up in the air. The words on his poster say, “Turbulent times. I thought that I had gone to the end, but I may have to go a bit further. One more step. Into the flame.”

Kim Tae Ri will portray Go Ae Shin, the daughter of a noble family who has an innocent appearance and tough mind. In the poster, she is wearing a pink gown while pointing a rifle at someone.

The words on her poster read, “The age of romance. If it’s a flower that’s going to bloom then fall, I want to become the hottest flame.” Her quote is a play on words, as the word for “flower” is included inside “flame” in Korean.


Yoo Yeon Seok holds onto an encased ornamental knife in his hand.  He will appear as Goo Dong Mae, who was born as a butcher then returns to Joseon as a president of a chapter of the Black Dragon Society. His poster says, “The age of loss. I shot a blackbird so it won’t fly again.”

Pointing a fencing sword at someone, Kim Min Jung looks fierce and confident in her poster. She will appear as Kudo Hina, the CEO of Glory Hotel, which she inherited from her Japanese husband. Her poster says, “An unbelievable time. There are things that can’t be cut with a knife like a righteous, burning mind.”

Byun Yo Han will portray Kim Hee Sung, an unemployed man who just returned to Korea after studying abroad in Japan and is the suitor of Go Ae Shin. He lets out a hearty laugh with a pipe in his mouth. The words on his poster read, “A cheerful era.  If you’re in danger, run here and hide. If you’re the reason why I came to Joseon, it’s an honor.”

A source from the drama said, “The ‘Mr. Sunshine’ posters symbolically express the individual ways that Lee Byung Hun, Kim Tae Ri, Yoo Yeon Seok, Kim Min Jung, and Byun Yo Han are living in the rapidly changing Joseon. Please look forward to the acting of Lee Byung Hun, Kim Tae Ri, Yoo Yeon Seok, Kim Min Jung, and Byun Yo Han in ‘Mr. Sunshine’ that will convey the most painful confession of modern history in the early 19th century.”

“Mr. Sunshine” will premiere on July 7 at 9 p.m. KST and air 24 episodes