Thursday, October 24, 2019

Hotel Del Luna 2019 Korean Drama Review


"Don't judge a book by its cover" is a pretty well-known saying and I think it suits the Korean Fantasy Drama, Hotel Del Luna. Naturally, a scary, old, dilapidated building isn't worth a second glance because come on, there's nothing to see but cobwebs and ruined walls. But this particular building begs to disagree because it holds a grand secret that's definitely shocking.
The 16-episode series give viewers an exciting new look at shabby buildings because the torn down establishment located in the heart of Seoul is actually an extravagant, Victorian-styled hotel complete with an outlandish interior, luxurious rooms, and expensive champagnes (because what's a hotel without a nice drink, right?) that is open for business as soon as the sun has set. I might just catch a plane to go there right away if not for the, er, scary catch: the hotel only caters to ghosts! The youthful-looking actress, IU, will act as Jang Man Wol, the CEO of Hotel Del Luna. Her character is a bossy and ill-tempered woman who has done something terrible in the past so she is being punished with immortality and is tasked to run the hotel. Try as she might though, she can't seem to  remember what her grave sin was (spoiler alert: she committed suicide);  but she has accepted her fate and continues to manage the business.

Because of her extravagant spending, the hotel is doomed for bankruptcy. This is where Yeo Jin Goo's character, Goo Chang Sung comes in handy. He is hailed as the youngest assistant manager in a multinational hotel company. He's a perfectionist and is good at what he does but is secretly faint-hearted. Jang Man Wol uses this to her advantage and sends a ghost to scare him and persuade him to work for her. Goo Chang Sung takes up the position of General Manager in Hotel Del Luna and ends up nagging Jang Man Wol a lot. 

I think it's safe to assume that this drama will have lots of funny, bickering scenes of the two main leads and I'm already loving it! Days before the show's premiere, new posters have been released and one of them appears to be a character relationship chart which shows Lee Tae Soon and Lee Do Hyun as somehow connected to IU's character. Meanwhile, it shows Park Yoo Na and Cho Hyun Cheol as having a close relation to Goo Chang Sung. Other actors in the character map were Shin Jung Geun, Bae Hae Sun, P.O., and Kang Mina. Seo Yi Sook and Kang Hong Seok will be playing gods in the drama as well as actor Jung Dong Hwan who plays Manager Noh.

Thanks to my love for all things supernatural and fantasy-related, I'm already dying to watch the show! I'm also wondering if like in Goblin, their lives are intertwined in the past. Oh well, the only hope of finding out is to tune in once it premieres!

Wednesday, August 14, 2019

Finally I Found The Answer

Hi everyone, welcome to the month of August! My last post was about three weeks ago, but it feels like months since I do some updates. First, I am really sorry I haven't been able to do a recap on what I watched recently. So many things happened. Work is a bit overload - additionaly with lots of activities which make me unable to start a new drama. I will surely do a review soon enough after I find a good drama to watch! Feel free to drop a recommendation as well :)

Second, I just want to give an update about my life. This evening, I've been reading my older blog post, specially on this topic Today Only and Finding Closure posted on February & January 2019 respectively. I remember myself struggling to find the right closure, even there were times I hope things would change. But thankfully, I think, I finally found the answer, which in the end I am sure, it's the right way, the path God wants me to take, to let me go through that period till I know what truly matters in the end.

I did meet someone who can see my previous life (not sure whether you'd believe it), yet she said, actually there was a red string between me and that person before - the one I used to write in my post before. She said, we were indeed a couple in my previous life, yet, in this lifetime, maybe we are only fated for a short period of time. And according to her, it was all because I am not making real effort to make things work and even though I did, it's only up to the point where he didn't see it the same way. Admittedly, I am afraid of getting hurt which people would see I didn't do any effort, but it takes a huge courage to really initiate a conversation with him. I know it was a baby steps but he saw it as if my response is just whatever. What hurt most is that early this year, he met another girl who's his previous previous life's wife and she's very aggressive, and they are fated in this lifetime to be together. 

To be honest, when I heard about this, it feels very hurtful, as if I didn't do anything to make things work. It was like all of it is because of my fault. One of the reasons why it hurts is because he said to me before that he would never consider to do a long distance relationship, yet he enters into a long distance relationship with his now girlfriend, while also posting about how he never thought of doing long distance until he met her, who is worth all the effort and all the wait. Bullshit.

Then, I realize, things are not like that. Relationship needs two person to come together. Fated or not, you still need to make effort to make things work and it should never been a one-sided effort, because a real feeling would never make you confused in the beginning. All would be clear and you do not have to question what you mean to him.

And that's when I realized, we are not fated in this lifetime indeed - not that we are fated but the fate is short. That just doesn't fit with what I believe. 

I believe if we are truly fated, things should flow effortless, no more confusing stage where I would question what I mean to him, his intention would be very clear that he is interested right from the beginning and I believe it should really be like that. I deserve a love that is sure of me from the beginning, right? And that's my final answer. 

Cheers.

Sunday, July 21, 2019

Happy 27th Bday

Happy Birthday to me! 

It was a big deal to me to finally accepting being 27 years old today. It is not because I cannot accept the fact of being one year older, but for you who have read my post before, I believe you have known why it was hard for me; because I get older but I am still far from my ideals. 

Maybe it was me who's too hard on myself, setting such standard which is a bit too far. When time finally comes, I finally come to terms with my life right now. I learn how to be grateful for the blessings I received every single day - the corporate job I do every day, blessed with my kind and very attentive supervisor, family who loves me much more than I imagine, best friends around who would stay with me no matter what and of course another blessings with my side jobs and lavieportrait. Saying thank you brings much positivity in our life. 

I tried to look at the bright side instead of complaining about what I do not have. By doing that, I try to accept the reality and be grateful about it. It doesn't mean I give up on what I believe or dream about, but I know, I am on my way to be there - doesn't matter how long it will take, as long as I'm consistent and persistent, I'll be there one day. 

I hope another year would even be better - to stay healthy, happy and full of joy. 

I wish to be able to let go of things I couldn't control, accept what I can do and what I cannot do, being able to learn something new no matter how old I get. I wish as time goes by, I would have another chance to improve my skills in whatever I do. 

I also wish to be able to support my family, specially my parents, to give back to society and grow as a person. To be able to travel to a new place, to learn about new culture and to see the world from new perspective. Travelling would give me much to learn from, to be an independent woman who knows what she wants in life. 

I also wish to be able to find my half rib, hopefully in the right time with the right person as well. Even though it may take some time, I wish I can be patient enough to wait. They said, "Wise Woman Waits", and so I hope I am able to be a wiser person - not comparing to someone else, but I wish to be able to become a better version of myself. 

In the end, I wish this year would be long enough for me to explore myself and the world. I wish to be able to forgive quickly, smile often, laugh widely and enjoy life and its present. 

Happy Birthday Lishea, you are amazing just the way you are. 

You're worth the wait. 

Cheers. 


Sunday, July 14, 2019

Growing Old Another Year and Quarter Life Crisis

I don't know when it started, but it always happens every year when time come to the month of July - there is an exciting yet terrifying feeling. Another year to be grateful, for being healthy and entering another phase of life - an adulthood yet it's kinda scary because even though I am gonna be 27 years old, there are many things I haven't figured out yet.

To be honest, it's not about the feeling of getting older that scares me most, but the fact that I still feel like a teenager who just finished uni and figuring out life. It feels only few years back when I finished my university and started working in real life. But it has been 7 years since I graduated - yet I still don't know whether I go on the right path. I still feel like there are many things I haven't achieved yet, much or less many things I don't know as well. If time could turn back, I wished school could teach us how to be a proper adult, how to stand up in the real world, how to handle with real life instead of all theoretical stuffs.

When I was in my university year, I used to make plan about my life, like by 30 I should have achieved A, B, C, D, E and etc, should already know about this stuff or that stuff, should be a charming grown up who knows where she wants to go, should have worked on what set my soul on fire and what I am passionate about. But then, the reality kicks in. 

I realized, when I am here, soon to be a 27 years old woman, I'm still figuring out life - still working on 9am to 6pm corporate job, haven't even achieved anything yet - even though I managed to get a title by 25 years old. I may not a charming woman yet like Im Soo Jung in Search:WWW and still considering much on what I should focus on my career. 

I know, I may not be where I want to be yet, but for sure, I am on the way to where I want to be. By these, reality teaches me to let go of a certain standard and accept what has happened to me and be grateful about it. Although the road may not be always easy, but I am still hanging in there. At this point, I realize that life may not always go as I want and I learn to let go of that control, let life do its best for me, as long as I work hard, have faith and believe that it's gonna come true.

I learn how to live in the present without worrying too much about the future. My best friend said to me, that I need to love and understand myself, instead of being the harshest critic on oneself. I need to put down that "should" in everything I want to achieve. There is no such timeline in life. Each and everyone of us has different timing and that cannot be forced upon. 

Everyone's journey is different and I ought to let go of that control. The more I try to control something, the more the world won't allow it to happen to me. So I just need to stay back, relax a bit, stop overthinking and start having faith - letting God do what He wants to do with my life, that includes finding the right person as well.

Additionally, I was reminded of years back, how amazing it was to hang out late at night, how cool it is to get drunk and come home late. Yet, these days, those things do not even amaze me. It's true about getting older - in the end I learn how to be comfortable with my own self. There is no necessity to go out Friday night after work when I feel tired - so going home early is a better choice without the need to be cool to stay out like those teenagers.

Getting older let me think a lot of things, like being serious about where I wanna go; what I want in life and to seriously taking responsibilities of my life. And, somehow the way I thought about things also change - it feels like I am growing as a person; as a real adult. At this age, I want to have a stable career, stable job or even side job that pays well, a stable relationship, and also to build my own family. I guess I am here not to play around anymore - as there are goals I need to achieve and seriously thinking about accomplishing those things.

Hopefully the universe will make it work for me as well.

Cheers!

Friday, July 12, 2019

Eric 周興哲 - The Chaos After You 如果雨之後



如果雨之後 淚還不停流
Rúguǒ yǔ zhīhòu lèi hái bù tíng liú
If after the rain, tears still won't stop flowing

如果悲傷後 眼神更執著
rúguǒ bēishāng hòu yanshén gèng zhízhuó
If after the sorrow, my gaze becomes more persistent

那一雙不能牽的手
nà yī shuāng bùnéng qiān de shǒu
That pair of hands which I can't hold

那疼愛已無人簽收
nà téng'ài yǐ wúrén qiānshōu
That affection no longer received by anyone

像片雲 奔走在天空沒盡頭
xiàng piànyún bēnzǒu zài tiānkōng méi jìntóu
Just like the cloud drifting across the sky endlessly


如果雨之後 心還是嫉妒
rúguǒ yǔ zhīhòu xīn háishì jídù
If after the rain, the heart is still jealous

如果悲傷後 我少了溫度
rúguǒ bēishāng hòu wǒ shaole wēndù
If after sorrow, I lose my warmth

不想要誰將你呵護
bùxiang yào shuí jiāng nǐ hēhù
Don't want anyone else to pamper you

可什麼我都留不住
kě shénme wǒ dū liú bù zhù
But I cannot hold on to anything of yours

我們還沒結束 我好不服輸
women hái méi jiéshù wo haobù fúshū
We have not ended, I won't admit defeat

我只想說 我認真地愛過
wǒ zhǐ xiang shuō wǒ rènzhēn dì àiguò
I just want to say, I have loved seriously

兩個相愛的人究竟犯什麼錯
liang gè xiāng'ài de rén jiùjìng fàn shénme cuò
What wrong did two people in love commit

需要愛得如此折磨
xūyào ài dé rúcǐ zhémó
To deserve a love so torturous


我 是深深地愛過
wǒ shì shēn shēn de àiguò
I, have loved deeply

你在我的心中 從沒有離開過
nǐ zài wǒ de xīnzhōng cóng méiyǒu líkāiguò
In my heart, you never have left

如果你要走也帶我走
rúguǒ nǐ yào zǒu yě dài wǒ zǒu
If you want to leave, take me with you


如果雨之後 心還是痛苦
rúguǒ yǔ zhīhòu xīn háishì tòngkǔ
If after the rain, my heart still hurts

如果悲傷後 我少了溫度
rúguǒ bēishāng hòu wǒ shaole wēndù
If after the sorrow, I lose my warmth

我懷念我們的相處
wǒ huáiniàn wǒmen de xiāngchǔ
I miss the times we spent together

還沒把裂縫都彌補
hái méi ba lièfèng dōu míbǔ
Yet to mend the cracks

還沒給你幸福 我怎能服輸
hái méi gěi nǐ xìngfú wǒ zěn néng fúshū
Yet to give you happiness, how can I admit defeat


我只想說 我認真地愛過
wǒ zhǐ xiang shuō wǒ rènzhēn dì àiguò
I just want to say, I have loved seriously

兩個相愛的人究竟犯什麼錯
liang gè xiāng'ài de rén jiùjìng fàn shénme cuò
What wrong did two people in love commit

需要愛得如此折磨
xūyào ài dé rúcǐ zhémó
To deserve a love so torturous


我 是深深地愛過
wǒ shì shēn shēn de àiguò
I, have loved deeply

你在我的心中 從沒有離開過
nǐ zài wǒ de xīnzhōng cóng méiyǒu líkāiguò
In my heart, you never have left

如果你要走也帶我走
rúguǒ nǐ yào zǒu yě dài wǒ zǒu
If you want to leave, take me with you


沒保護好你的我
méi baohù hao nǐ de wǒ
Me who didn't protect you well

有什麼資格奢求
yǒu shé me zīgé shēqiú
What right do I have to wish

再聽一次你愛我
zài tīng yīcì nǐ ài wǒ
To hear you love me once again

你有沒有聽說?
nǐ yǒu méiyǒu tīng shuō?
Have you heard of it?

我已經面帶笑容
Wǒ yǐjīng miàn dài xiàoróng
I've got a smile on my face

成為約定好的我
chéngwéi yuēdìng hao de wǒ
Become the person whom I promised to be

等著你重頭再來過
děngzhe nǐ zhòngtóu zài láiguò
Waiting for you to start all over again with me


誰都沒錯 都認真地愛過
shuí dōu méicuò dōu rènzhēn dì àiguò
Nobody was at fault, we both loved truthfully

在命運面前才懂人有多脆弱
zài mìngyùn miànqián cái dǒng rén yǒu duō cuìruò
In the face of fate, we realize how fragile life can be

阻止不了誰離開我
zǔzhǐ bùliao shuí líkāi wǒ
I cannot stop who's leaving me


我 是深深地愛過
wǒ shì shēn shēn de àiguò
I, have loved deeply

沒有人能取代 你在我的心中
méiyǒu rén néng qudài nǐ zài wǒ de xīnzhōng
Nobody can ever replace you in my heart

你從來沒有離開過 如果你要走也帶我走
nǐ cónglái méiyǒu líkāiguò rúguǒ nǐ yào zǒu yě dài wǒ zǒu
You have never left, if you want to leave, take me with you

Thursday, July 11, 2019

Well Intended Love Drama Review


Well Intended Love or famously 奈何BOSS要娶我 also known as How, Boss Wants to Marry Me is a Chinese web romantic comedy starring Xu Kai Cheng as Ling Yizhou and Simona Wang as Xia Lin as the main lead. It is recently added onto Netflix as well, which make me find this interesting story.

It's a fun and lighthearted drama with some kind of conspiracies, making it a bit dramatic. A third-rate actress, Xia Lin, with leukemia becomes entangled with CEO Ling because she needs him for treatment. In order to receive bone marrow transplant sooner and to continue her career as an actress, Xia Lin enters into a secret marriage with Ling Yi Zhou, the CEO of a company. Despite the conspiracies and misunderstandings they encounter, the two find true love.
I think what attract me most is because of the male lead, seriously handsome. Xu Kai Cheng is only 28 years old actor which his web series was a hit and led to increased popularity and recognition for Xu Kai Cheng. Although it is true that it is still far for his acting to get him as A-list actor, but he is quite good ad a newcomer.
He has previously appeared in dramas like Moonshine And Valentine and I'm A Pet At Dali Temple.
Simona Wang doesn't seem to get equal attention, but she creates a likeable personality as the leading lady.
Ian Yi is a member of the group "Spexial" and he plays Chu Yan, the best friend of Ling Yizhou.
At first, I really thought of him being a gay, because he's so good at playing that role. To be honest, I do not really like his character, just a mainstream idol, so many scenes of him I skipped.
Yang Haoming who plays Nan Jintian is hard to like cos of being a villain - beside his lips is too red on the show (okay, maybe I am prejudice because I already like Kai Cheng >.<). Yang Haoming make use of An Ran (played by Sun Jiaqi) as his toy to set every traps between Ling Yizhou and Xia Lin. Sadly, true love always wins.
Huang Qianshuo plays Wen Li, the boss's secretary - I love this second lead couple and also his bromance with Ling Yizhou. What a bad boss, bullying his assistant for being single and doesn't even have anyone who misses him. See, he can get someone as well! LOL
By watching this drama, I learnt something, which is kinda important to our lives. I've always thought that marriage should be based on love. That's indeed true, but love is not the only thing. People could get married to someone due to a situation as well, but in the end, certain things has to be set, like being honest and respect each other - that way, marriage life would even be fine. And if you are lucky enough, love would be another taste in your marriage which will complete your happiness.


Thursday, June 27, 2019

Song Joong Ki Files For Divorce From Song Hye Kyo


Song Joong Ki and Song Hye Kyo got married in October 2017 after starring together in the hit drama “Descendants of the Sun

Song Joong Ki has officially filed for divorce from Song Hye Kyo.

On June 27, Song Joong Ki’s attorney Park Jae Hyun officially announced, “Our law firm filed for divorce on behalf of Song Joong Ki at the Seoul Family Court on June 26. Additionally, we would like to convey Song Joong Ki’s official statement.”

In his statement, Song Joong Ki apologized to his fans and explained that he hoped for an amicable divorce. The actor’s full statement is as follows:

Hello. This is Song Joong Ki.

First, I’d like to apologize for delivering this unfortunate news to the many fans who love and care for me.

I have begun the process of filing for divorce from Song Hye Kyo.
Rather than denouncing one another and arguing over who is to blame, I hope that the divorce process can be wrapped up amicably.

I ask for your understanding in regards to the fact that it is difficult to discuss the details of my personal life, and I will recover from my current wounds and do my utmost as an actor to repay you through great productions in the future.

Thank you.
Following Song Joong Ki’s announcement that he has filed for a divorce, shortly afterwards, Song Hye Kyo’s agency United Artists Agency (UAA) Korea responded to the news on behalf of the actress.

A representative of the agency stated, “We find it unfortunate that we are greeting you with unhappy news. After careful consideration, actress Song Hye Kyo and her husband are taking the first steps toward a divorce.”

“The reason [for the divorce] is differences in personality,” continued the agency, “and because the two were unable to overcome their differences, they were forced to come to this decision. We respectfully ask for your understanding in regards to the fact that we cannot confirm any further details out of respect for the two actors’ personal lives. Additionally, we urge you to refrain from making scandalous posts and speculative comments.”

Such a surprising news this morning. I remember how spectacular it was when the two of them announced their marriage two years back. Yet, with such a classic excuse of "the differences in personality", the two decided to end their marriage. I don't know what's the meaning of marriage for them or everyone elese, but for me, it is such a holy thing, a promise and vow to God that two person is willing to stay and being committed in the relationship, hoping for a long lasting marriage.

These days, it was so easy to get married once you feel all the butterfly feeling, but staying in marriage is difficult. Sometimes such news like this gives me clarity that it's better to be late to get married with the right person rather than rushing to tie a knot but gonna last only for a couple of years. It was really a waste of time - not withstanding that it can turn out to be a mistake to learn and such, but sometimes it's such a pity that it has to end that way. Even though we know, there is no such a perfect person or right person, but rather than someone who can be your companion, who can talk about everything and care of each other. Sometimes, marriage is about to "let" each other, as in give up certain standards or need for the sake of his/her happiness. But how many times are you willing to let the other person "win"? Marriage in the end is all about lifetime and a lifetime is a very long time.

Monday, June 24, 2019

He Ping Fen Shou 和平分手 - Rachel Liang Wen Yin feat. Ricky Xiao Huang Qi (梁文音 feat. 蕭煌奇)


是否有天我們會老去
Shi fou you tian wo men hui lao qu
街頭不期而遇
Jie tou bu qi er yu
If we meet unexpectedly one day in the future
笑著 說愛情是場鬧劇
Xiao zhe shuo ai qing shi chang nao ju
While smiling, we would say "love is a joke"
是否有天悲傷會遠去
Shi fou you tian bei shang hui yuan qu
If one day this sad feeling has faded,
每場淋過的雨 都寫成練習曲
Mei chang lin guo de yu dou xie cheng lian xi qu
Every raindrops becomes a song

*
從開始走到終於
Cong kai shi zou dao zhong yu
Right from the start to the end,
終於無能為力的結局
Zhong yu wu neng wei li de jie ju
The result is outside of our control
在愛之外的差距
Zai ai zhi wai de cha ju
The difference between our love
還是過不去
Hai shi guo bu qu
still cannot go through
為彼此留的餘地 完滿了回憶
Wei bi ci liu de yu di wan man le hui yi
For the sake of our freedom and our memories, 
把承諾都還給你 把祝福都留給你
Be cheng nuo dou hai gei ni ba zhu fu dou liu gei ni
I will give you all of our promises to wish you well
一個人走
Yi ge ren zou
while each of us walk alone by ourself

**
和平分手 愛已別無所求
He ping fen shou ai yi bie wu suo qiu
To break up well, love does not ask for anything
誰都不必太內疚
Shui dou bu bi tai nei jiu
No one should feel wronged
接受無心犯的錯
Jie shou wu xin fan de cuo
Just accept this unintentional misake
也好過費心找理由
Ye hao guo fei xin zhao li you
And find a reason to go through this difficult times
微笑分手 破碎的以後
Wei xiao fen shou po sui de yi hou
Smile as we broke up, even though we have been broken into pieces
會隨著時間自由
Hui sui zhe shi jian zi you
Let the time to heal us
遺憾都已難補救
Yi han dou yi nan bu jiu
Regretfully, everything is hard to mend
夢醒了也許換一個 好朋友
Meng xing le ye xu huan yi ge hao peng you
Maybe after a long dream, we can be best friend

一千兩百五十天歡愉
Yi qian liang bai wu shi tian huan yu
1.250 happy days
學沒記憶的魚
Xue mei ji yi de yu
Learn to forget those days
忘掉 在下個旅程繼續
Wang diao zai xia ge lue cheng ji xu
Forget it and move on

抱歉我不是合適伴侶
Bao qian wo bu shi he shi ban lue
I am sorry, I am not the perfect mate for you
至少最後一刻 別讓你受委屈
Zhi shao zui hou yi ke bie rang ni shou wei qu
At least, in our last day, I don't make you feel wronged. 

Repeat *

Repeat ** x2

Wednesday, June 12, 2019

Arthdal Chronicles First Impression


In the mythical land of Arth, various tribes vie for power and claim over Arthdal, one of the greatest ancient cities ever built. Arth is a realm home to heroes, where conquest and survival are the motifs of this fantasy world. 

Before kings and nations existed, dominant tribes of mankind (saram) joined together to form a union, giving rise to civilization and creating Arthdal (Aseudal) which would become the cornerstone of human advancement and technology. In the hopes to extend the alliance to the Neanthals (a superior race gifted with supernatural-like abilities),  Sanung Niruha (Kim Eui Sung) leader of the Saenyeok tribe and Mihol (Jo Sung-Ha) leader of the Hae tribe, fail to persuade Raknruv, leader of the Neanthals who wants nothing to do with human ambition, affirming his position with his tribe's belief in maintaining a harmonious relationship with nature. 


Disgruntled but not anguished at the loss of a greater race joining forces with them, Sanung devises a plan to rid the earth of the Neanthals as they now pose as a threat. Needing the fertile land of the Neanthals for the purpose of cultivation, Sanung delivers Asa Hon (Choo Ja Hyun) a translator between the two tribes as a necessary sacrifice, sending her off with gifts laced with a poisonous illness that will annihilate the Neanthals. Little does anyone know however, that Tagon, a young boy and Sanung's own son is the mastermind behind the plot on the Neanthals, aiding his father and winning the favour of warriors and tribesmen. Appointed as a war leader for his strategic planning, Tagon assembles his forces to hunt down any remaining Neanthals.
Appalled by the genocide she played a hand in, Asa Hon escapes with Ragazeu (Yoo Teo) a surviving Neantthal. The two fall in love and she gives brith to Igutu children (the name given to interracial children between a human and a Neanthal) born on the day an azure comet travels across the sky. 
As the hunt to eradicate Neanthals takes the course of several years, neither parent or child is safe and Ragazeu gives his life protecting them. Now a widow and separated from her oldest child, Asa Hon flees to Iark with her youngest, Eunseoum, to a place where the gods of Arth can't exercise their power. Tagon however, finds the Igutu child and spares its life.

After ten long years of searching for a way down the Black Cliff and with a sickly body, Asa Hon crosses the Sea of Tears, a volcanic and deadly no-man's land in order to bring Eunseoum to Iark. Upon arriving she dies with delirium, believing that her son is Armun incarnated, the founding god of Arthdal. 
Years have past, and Eunseoum (Song Joong Ki) becomes an alienated member of the Wahan tribe. His only confidant and friend is Tanya (Kim Ji Won) born on the same day as the azure comet and destined to become the Mother of her tribespeople. 
Their innocent world however, becomes threatened when Tagon (Jang Dong Gun) and his forces arrive in Iark, laying claim on the land and taking the Wahan people as slave hostages. 


Vowing to exact revenge, Eunseoum journeys to Arthdal, possibly fulfilling a prophecy and becoming Tagon's greatest foe, more dangerous than Tagon's own father who detests him. 
The idea that Eunseoum is potentially a malevolent god incarnated on earth becomes basis for a lot of theories but there's facts presented in the drama that confuse the audience as to the existence of Armun or who he even is. As an Igutu, Eunseoum is considered a cursed being that the gods frown upon, which is why Asa Hon travels the perilous journey to Iark, in order to avoid the wrath of the Arth gods. 

Yet, it's also clear that he is most definitely the hero of this tale. Kanmoreu, the legendary horse of Armun, finds Eunseoum and lets him become his rider and that could mean one of two things. Eunseoum is in fact Armun incarnated, or a demigod of sorts. If he is Armun, then the changes that will happen to the innocent and naive Eunseoum will be drastic and fatal. His mixed blood is also a fascinating aspect to the story. The distinctive features of an Igutu being is its blood which runs purple, similar to how Neanthals have blue blood (literally purple and blue blood; they bleed different blood than humans). Purple eyes, lips, and claws that appear as a defensive instinct are features Eunseoum possesses. 
Thinking about this mythical character critically, Igutus and Neanthals seem extremely similar to gumihos and how they're conceived in Gu Family Book. My mind just kept going back to Choi Jin-Hyuk's character since I could see the similarities between him and Ragazeu. Another interesting aspect related to the mythology of Arth is that mankind is incapable of dreaming. Only those strongly connected spiritually to nature or the gods have the power to dream, and that's an ability Eunseoum has, which alienates him further. His birth is also considered a bad omen, since prophecy declares that one born on the same day as the azure comet will bring calamity and destruction.

Tagon on the other hand, I find a little more dissatisfying as a character if I'm being entirely honest. Since the first episode contains a time jump and goes back and forth slightly between the present and the past, we get a blurred idea of who Tagon truly is. Since we don't see Tagon's progression in becoming this cunning leader and warrior, we have to rely on the little the Writers have mapped out for us to follow. Young Tagon had glimpses of the things we're to assume the older version has, despite how underwhelming and anti-climatic Tagon seems to be in the present. 
The younger version was more chilling in the sense that he could go from being philosophical, and an admirer of nature to this boy who could quite easily plan and execute an entire genocide. I also wish we could see sparks to a little madness in him, to imply how power hungry he really is. Maybe the thirst for god-like power is yet to come but I hope Tagon becomes a bad guy we can admire or if the Writers can erase the definitive lines between good and evil, to simply give us an opportunistic man who knows he's smarter and better than the rest of them. He's definitely not spiteful as a character but he's also been somewhat boring during the first 4 episodes. And I can only recall one instance when the older Tagon actually gave me moment to pause and reassess the situation.
The men of the series aside, the really interesting characters happen to be the drama's women! Tanya and Taealha (Kim Ok Bin) are respectively very different women with position and power. Taealha is a schemer and wants to aid and own the man who'll claim the most amount of power in Arth, at her side or even in the palm of her hand. 
She's a full fledged schemer and daughter of Mihol, knowing privilege and what it means to play political games, choosing sides wisely. 


Tanya on the other hand, comes from humble beginnings but has been told her entire life that she'll be a leader one day and has to carry a heavy burden determined by destiny. Their portrayals are interesting and the actresses have nailed their characters, breathing life to women rarely found in Sageuks. I personally want to see more of Taealha, because her confrontations and conversations with Tagon are tense and truly represent the power struggles occurring in Arth. 
Now that we have plot and characters out of the way, we can finally move onto the technicalities of the show! As I watched this, I couldn't help but draw comparisons to Game of Thrones, and you could basically photoshop Tagon onto Jon Snow and vice versa but even the entire steady build-up of a storyline involving prophecy and destiny are quite similar. The ambitions this series has however, is quite different since it still feels like a Sageuk but more heavily centred on myth and tribal culture...we're extremely accustomed to Joseon dynasty dramas at this point, eh? 

It's definitely a fusion series, with references and influences drawn from a broader global context. Looking closely, the residence of Arthdal dress similarly to Sumerians and their devotion to their gods is also a homogeneity (if I had to narrow it down to an ancient civilization the Writers are drawing upon). The advances of Arthdal and it being a cultural hub with tribe leaders ravenous for domination seems like they're going for a Babylon feel or Tower of Babel impression, where they'll construct the greatest towers and landmarks, etc. 

There are however, anachronistic incidences that went over the Writers' heads. The attention to detail in regards to the mythology is commendable, but having scenes where tribe leaders form a union in order to construct a kingdom makes no sense if humankind has no notion of what a nation even is or how to conceptualize a kingdom. I also think there may be too much time spent on rituals, and I know it's an important part of tribal culture here but not necessarily central for plot progression. As a three part series, consisting of six episodes per part, there's a lot to cover and little time do so even with each episode clocking in at 80 mins. That being said, they need to move things along in order to thoroughly reveal the lore they've so intricately set in place since at this point, it's still highly convoluted.

I do see where they're coming from because the Asa tribe (White Mountain Tribe) are considered holier in the sense that they're spiritually connected to the gods. Considering that this is the tribe of Asa Hon and may play a major part into Tanya's spiritual abilities in the future, and has connections to the Wahan people, the Writers might be showing more detailed rituals to act as a plot device or creating a framework with deeper meaning. 

My only real qualm with this series is that I wish it had more drama or theatrics, especially in regards to revelations and episode endings. There's no sense of finality or suspenseful buildup which falls short on the entertaining scale. Sageuk is a genre that expertly knows how to form tension and dramatic, climatic endings (I'm thinking along the lines of Six Flying Dragons) but this series just ends on a flat note each time, simply doing its bit and then ending abruptly. I know the aim here is to go raw or go home, but a bit of theatrics and suspense could really amp up the viewer's feelings and interest. Going sleeker and darker would have rocked my world and wouldn't have me on the fence about this, but I can see where this might have been the stylistic choice the drama chose to convey with a specific tone that emotes certain feelings for viewers.



All things considered, Arthdal Chronicles is unlike anything Korean Dramas could have ever imagined to become, with mythical complexities and detailed characters. The intricacies are exhaustive at times but I watch on out of curiosity, even if certain story aspects are easy to predict outside of the mythological. I don't know where the show is headed or what to expect in the long run, and that may be a fun ride, although an uneasy one. 

Tuesday, June 11, 2019

Joe Chen and the Notion of Leftover Women

Actress Joe Chen who has had a successful career in showbiz, has just turned 40 and while most of actresses her age are either married, in a relationship or have kids, Joe has remained what she believes she is: a strong independent woman.  Although there have been guys romantically linked to her in the past, none have proven to be "the one" so Joe's love life has always been something of interest to people. 


Joe Chen was recently among the female celebrities to appear on the show Middle Me where she opens up about her personal life, which she rarely does.  Joe mentions that she had actually a chance to make things work with someone but at the time, she chose to focus on her career.  While Joe has accepted that she may not be able to start a family now, she has never regretted her choice. 

Joe admits that there are guys who have tried to win her affections in recent years, but she liked none of them.  She does reveal that there are times when she wishes she could change and be more gentle.  But that would not be the real Joe Chen since she wants to be true to herself.  With her age, Joe Chen does feel a bit lonely at times but she doesn't think it's because she's single.
Despite appearances, Joe still believes in love and still looks forward to it.  She tells herself not to marry for the sake of marriage.  "Marry a person if you love each other and want to spend your life together even when others are saying negative things about you."  Wise words from Joe Chen right there, guys. 

Regrettably, Joe has been called a leftover woman "剩女 (shèng nǚ)" by some people since they think that she's past the age to have a family, much to the dismay of Joe Chen.  She tells us that the concept of a leftover woman is a very narrow-minded notion. The word shèng which means leftover in Chinese also sounds like the word flourish "盛" and that is how she would choose to interpret the term.

I have to agree with Joe Chen when she said that your sense of belonging doesn't have to come from a man.  "It could be the house you've bought, your own personal quiet place or your home.  Even the couch you often sit in can bring you a sense of belonging."

Single Woman: Read About This

It’s impossible to be a happy and strong single woman every day of your life. Sure, you try to focus on the good things that you have in your world and you wouldn’t want to change your path, but sometimes it’s not easy to stay positive when dating is such a disappointment.  If you’ve been single for way too long and are beginning to doubt yourself, you need to remember this:

1. YOU’RE DOING THE WORK. 
No one ever said finding love would be easy, and you’re putting in the necessary hard work and effort, even if it might feel like you get nowhere every time. You’ve figured out the type of guy you want to date. You’ve learned who to stay away from and what your comfort level is. You’re in the best possible position to meet the person you’re supposed to be with — now you just have to wait patiently.

2. YOU’RE AMAZING. 
Hey, sometimes you just need a reminder. You’re an awesome person and you deserve all the love and success in the world. Don’t let the worst parts of dating change that and make you feel bad. There’s a guy out there who will appreciate all the amazing things about you.

3. YOUR LIFE IS GOING TO CHANGE. 
Just because you don’t have a boyfriend right now doesn’t mean that’s how it’s always going to be. Your life is absolutely going to change. Think how much changes in a month, a year, two years. Think about how different you are from who you used to be, and then say you don’t believe things will get better. You can’t do that, right?

4. YOU’RE IN A GOOD SPOT. 
If you can protect your heart, weed out jerks, give your BFFs legit advice and give yourself those pep talks too then you’re in a really good place. You can’t forget that just because you’ve had some bad luck. Give yourself way more credit than you want to and you’ll feel better in no time.

5. YOU’VE BEEN HERE BEFORE. 
Chances are you’ve been single at least once before in your life. You survived then and you WILL survive it now. You’ll be even stronger because now you’re older and you have more life experience to draw from.

6. YOU JUST NEED ONE PERSON. 
Stop feeling so overwhelmed with the endless sea of online guys. You don’t need to date all of them. You don’t even need to date most of them. You just need one person to fall in love with and call your own. Take the pressure off and focus on each guy as they actually are instead of comparing them to people that don’t exist.

7. YOU LIVE A LIFE PEOPLE ENVY. 
You may think that you’re jealous of girls who have been in love since forever, but the truth is that you are definitely living a life that lots of people envy. You’re killing it in your career (and maybe you’ve got a side hustle going on too), you have a great social life and cool hobbies and lots going on. Remember that when things feel too tough to keep going.

8. YOU HAVE NOTHING TO COMPLAIN ABOUT. 
Sure, you might think that every part of dating is something to whine about, but it’s actually not. The worst thing that ever happens? You go on a dull date. You get canceled on and get saved from said dull date. You click with someone physically but hate their personality (or vice versa). Is that really such a big deal? Not really.

9. YOU DON’T HAVE TO BE MISERABLE. 
Sometimes this can be really hard to remember, but you owe it to yourself to repeat this like a daily mantra. You can choose happiness and peace over misery any day. And you should. If you don’t, being single is going to feel so much worse than it actually is.

10. YOU HAVE TO KEEP TRYING. 
Giving up may seem simple and attractive, but it’s never going to be the better option. You really have no idea when you could meet someone you like — but that doesn’t mean you just stop the search. Did you know you would ever be as happy in your job as you are right now? Did that mean you would stop job hunting? Yeah, exactly.

11. YOU ARE WHERE YOU NEED TO BE. 
It’s hard to admit that being single is actually good for you, but it truly is. It teaches you lessons that nothing else can, and it’s why you’re the incredible person that you are today. Be grateful for the journey and look forward to what’s coming next because it’s going to be worth it.

Wednesday, May 8, 2019

Ashes of Love Chinese Drama Review


Ashes of Love (Chinese: 香蜜沉沉烬如霜) is a 2018 Chinese television series based on the novel Heavy Sweetness, Ash-like Frost by Dian Xian. It stars Yang Zi and Deng Lun in the lead roles. The series premiered on Jiangsu TV starting August 2, 2018.

As of January 2019, the series has reached 15 billion views.
In ancient times, the Flower Goddess died after giving birth to her daughter, Jin Mi (played by
Yang Zi). She has a sense that Jin Mi will suffer a great love trial that would break her down, just like her. To prevent that from happening, she gave her daughter the Loveless Pill. This magical pill prevents Jin Mi from feeling and expressing romantic love. The Flower Goddess ordered her subordinates to keep the girl’s birth a secret and keep her within the Water Barrier for 10,000 years, hoping that Jin Mi will be able to avoid the love trial. Jin Mi grows up thinking she was a Grape Fairy as all plant spirits are forbidden to leave the Water Barrier.
4,000 years later, the Heaven Emperor’s second son, Xu Feng (played by Deng Lun), was sabotaged, during his development of his phoenix spirit, by someone and accidentally lands in the Water Barrier.
He was saved by the innocent Jin Mi, thinking he was a crow because of how burnt he looked. After living together, Xu Feng gradually developed feelings for Jin Mi.
Jin Mi later on meets Xu Feng's older brother, Run Yu, who also develops feelings for her. Caught in a love triangle, Jin Mi learns a bitter-sweet lesson about love, revenge, and life.

Together, Xu Feng and Jin Mi overcome the obstacles that try to pull them apart as fate intended.
It was really a tragic story on how one's manipulated, forcing someone to love you even though their heart is not there with you. But in the end, it's a beautiful ending. At least I learn what love really is.
How someone existence can slowly warm your heart and how to love someone and be positive about it even though you are betrayed or cheated. In the end, if it's meant to be it will be, no matter what.